It has taken a long time for me to fulfill my angel's wish, but I finally did. Now, thanks to the efforts of the very talented Erika Szabo at Golden Box Books Publishing, the four book collection is available as one book in print! This beautiful cover is not one I had even dreamed of, and yet it is the perfect one for the collection. When someone creates from the heart, it touches everyone. The funny thing is Erika offered to help me create a picture to use for a book sleeve that I was hoping to have made to hold the four books in the collection.
Shook Studios
My plans for the art work did connect the completed project with the original version of Voices In My Head. I was trying to connect the book covers from the first editions to the final ones. I could not decide for sure about how to put it on the box nor how to have the poem displayed. Someone was not pleased with this idea (an angel from above?). For what ever reason, I was inspired to ask Erika for her opinion.
Because Erika designs with her heart, she knew I was going at it from the wrong direction. The volumes needed to be connected in spirit not artwork. Her beautiful concept joined my heart to my daughter in heaven. The perfect dress for the collection.
Unfortunately, the company could not make less than 1000 sleeves, which is way more than I will ever need. Erika, undaunted, suggested putting the collection together as a single book in print (it was already up as an e-book) through Barnes and Noble.
Reading the blurb above the poem on the back cover brought back a memory of Jasmine. As I said, she was always a captive audience for my poems, mostly by her choice. She loved being read to and was raised on Dr. Seuss and Mother Goose so poetry was something she loved. Also, I had 4 older sisters and we were all Girl Scouts so I knew lots of silly songs which I used to entertained her. Growing up in the 60s, I also knew the ones from the radio like Purple People Eater, Yellow Submarine, and my personal favorite, They're Coming To Take Me Away.
On our many trips, we would always check out the tapes at the gas stations to find new things to listen to in the car. One time I found a tape of silly songs and my favorite was on it. I bought it and played it. She was laughing at the songs, most of which I had forgotten, but when Take Me Away came on she went silent. I turned to look at her and her eyes were huge and her mouth hung open. I asked her what was wrong, I thought she was having an issue with her diabetes. She found her voice and said, "they are singing your song." It was at that moment I realized my child had thought all the poems I told her that she did not see in a book were written by me! I had never even considered the possibility of that happening. I had to burst the poor child's bubble and explain that if the poem came complete with music I did not write it.
I love you Jasmine, hope this collection I am sending with all my heart pleases you.
As
I looked in her eyes, I watched love die. Her tears killing the sparkle
before they formed rivers on her cheek. I felt my heart break as I
realized the pain I had caused her. She slowly turned and began
leaving. My world crumbled with every her every step. One stupid act
has lost me the best part of my life.
Justina and I met in
kindergarten. She was the cutest girl in the class. Her long brown
hair shone like silk and had gentle curls like waves on the lake.
Looking in her hazel eyes accented the feeling of a peaceful shore. Her
smile was a beacon, welcoming me home. Strangely I knew right then she
would
be my wife.
Sean sat next to me on our first day of
school. I looked into is bright blue eyes and was lost. It seemed I
was floating in the sky, free from worry. Then he smiled and I was
complete. I was his.
By high school, Justina and I were
inseparable. We took the same courses and followed our dreams. I wrote
and she painted pictures. We were each other's inspiration. Two
halves making a whole.
Sean and I loved to be outdoors. We would
visit the shore and get lost in the rhythm of the waves. Or, we'd take
long walks through the forest listening to the animals. It seemed
their contentment was contagious. We were one.
When we announced
our engagement, no one was surprised. Justina picked the perfect
venue. We were married on the beach at dawn. Dressed in multicolored
chiffon, she looked like Aurora, the goddess of dawn. Our married life
beginning with the day. Our love shining bright with the sun. Friends
and family surrounding us in a cocoon of happiness.
Sean looked
so handsome the morning we married. He walked up the beach to me
dressed in a white pirate shirt and jeans. His smile lighting the way.
My heart fluttered in my chest as he took my hand. We said our vows,
the prayers and promises our hearts wrote to each other.
Since I
did web design and Justina did game programming, we were both able to
work from home. This gave us plenty of time to enjoy each other and
work on our artistic endeavors. A few of my poems and short stories
were published in anthologies. Justina's paintings were the real works
of art. Every time she had a showing, she sold out. She could make it
seem like the canvases breathed with life.
I love reading
Sean's poetry. It seems to play my heartstrings, creating songs in my
mind. My paintings, however, became bigger sellers. I soon found
myself in demand. I started having shows in two or three different
cities each month. Sean would come with me if he could and we would
sight-see for a few hours each trip. I loved sharing everything with
him. It made the times I went alone seem to last forever.
It is
the week of our 10th Anniversary. Justina was asked to go to Paris for a
show of her work. What a great opportunity for her, right? I cannot
go. I have a few clients who need met them in person. Their
appointments have been set for a month. She knows. She is excited
though. My jealousy is eating me up. I want her here, supporting me,
celebrating with me!!
I don't know what to do. Our Anniversary
is Friday but they want me in Paris on Monday. Sean says it is a great
opportunity and I should go. He has appointments that he cannot
break. I would be going alone. Paris with him would be grand! What a
great way to celebrate 10 years! But, alone? I am lost.
I
bought Justina the ticket to France. I know she would talk herself out
of going. It is just too good an opportunity to miss. We will go
together some day. For now, this is her time to shine!
Sean gave
me a ticket. I am torn but excited. My paintings at a show in Paris!
Wow! I wish he could come. He takes me to the airport. Our tears
flow as I turn to board the plane. We've never been apart for a whole
week before. I change my mind and turn to go back. He waves me on.
Go, he says.
On the way back from the airport, my jealousy really
takes hold. Why is her art treated like it is priceless while mine is
just there. It is not fair! I work just as hard to get the words right
as she does to get the colors perfect. And, how could she leave me
here alone for our anniversary? Do her paintings mean more to her than
me? I am getting angry. There is a bar up ahead. In I go and the
drinking starts.
On the plane, my heart breaks. I am
grateful for the show in Paris and I know it means my art will be
considered more worthy. But, the timing is wrong. I would not be able
to paint without Sean. He is my life, my muse, my heart. This is our
time, our life. I need to go home. I need to be with my love on our
Anniversary. We have a stopover in New York. I will get a flight
back. I want to be home.
The blonde at the end of the bar
smiles at me. I smile back. "Bartender, buy that nice lady a drink on
me!" He hands it to her with a nod in my direction. She raises the
glass and salutes me. I walk over to her and sit down. We drink for
hours. Then I see us walking into my house. We are both a bit tipsy.
We barely make it through the door before we start removing our
clothes. Hands and mouths explore each other. I guide us to the
bedroom. Our bodies join. Over and over we enjoy each other. Sated we
fall asleep.
The cab drops me off at the end of the driveway. My luggage is still on the plane so it is fine with me. I walk up, my steps quicken as I get closer to my love. Won't he be surprised! I open the door quietly. Tiptoeing I make it to our bedroom. That is strange. I swear I hear two people breathing. I flick on the light...
The light wakes me. Justina! What are you doing home? I look where she is staring. When I look back to her I see the death of love.
Hi! Welcome back! Today I would like to explain the process of making my "Casual Conversation" pieces and the reason I decided to try.
I noticed most of the "author interviews" posted on social media had the same thing in common. They were a list of questions and answers. Most of them even had the same questions, just in a different order. I thought they were stiff, and actually boring. Also, when I attempted to participate in some, I found that my genre, poetry, does not do well using that format.
I wanted to read about the person, to know how they ticked, I wanted to know who they were so I could get a better understanding of their works. I knew they were authors, I knew they created characters. I wanted to know the "whys" not just the "whats".
I listened to some podcast interviews and even participated in one of those but I still felt boxed in by an agenda.
When I started this blog, I had no idea what to write about. So I decided to try my hand at interviews. I would make them fresh! I would change the way they were done! I would...DO IT MY WAY!!!!
I needed to decide what "My Way" would entail. I do not use WORD at all, so I had to figure out how to interview using just text docs. Then it came to me! I would use a text doc and send it back and forth. Start with an introduction and then base the questions on the previous answers! No list to choose from, no way to know what my next question will be!
I wanted the chat to appear friendly, not stiff, so I decided to
separate our remarks with color. My questions and comments would be
dark purple and the person with whom I am chatting would have their words
colored in their favorite color! I then added pictures to brighten it
and highlight different remarks.
I was talking to Erika Szabo and brought up my idea. She not only thought it might be interesting, she agreed to be my guinea pig! My first Interview was born! https://cindysvoices.blogspot.com/2019/04/a-causual-conversation.html
I posted this first interview and Eva Pasco was intrigued! She volunteered to be my second!
Thus, "Casual Conversations" was born!
My way of interviewing is a bit odd. I send a text message with one question, you add your answer and send it back. Then I come up with question # 2 and we go back and forth. Using this style is a bit more complicated. However I put no time restraints on replies.
Why not visit my Interview Page and see how great they are! Then decide for yourself if this is something you would like to try!
I would like to chat with everyone...authors, readers, bloggers,promoters, cover designers, publishers, makers of swag. I want the world to know each of you as a real person. I want your profile pic to come alive!
If you would like to chat with me, leave me a comment and we can get started!
Today I will be chatting with Suzi Albracht. Hello, I would like to begin by having you tell us all a little about yourself as a way of introduction.
Hi. I'm happy to be here. I live near Annapolis, MD right now but my boyfriend and I plan to move to North Carolina sometime late this year. Writing-wise, I started writing as a child and never stopped. For a time, I wrote screenplays and had many producers, some famous calling me at home but to be honest, it never really suited me. I returned to writing novels, and now I write Paranormal Romance/Ghost novels and Supernatural Horror Crime Thrillers. I am self-published. You can find me on Amazon, Barnes and Nobel, and Kobo, at present. I also design and create all my own covers, trailers, and photo cards.
My husband and I lived in the mountains on the border of Tennessee and North Carolina years ago, it is so beautiful! Love going back to visit my sister who still lives there. It sounds like you are well-rounded in your writing abilities. Screenplays would be really hard to write in my opinion. I will share links to find you at the end.
We are anxiously waiting to make the move. Last year, we made a trip down to check out the Hampstead/Topsail area and fell in love. We vacation in the OBX every year and already loved North Carolina, but the Hampstead/Topsail topped even that. Psst... don't tell the OBX people, I have fans who read my OBX series, and they are serious OBX lovers. Seriously, I just love North Carolina and could see myself living in either place.
Yes, writing screenplays is a very disciplined art, and the biggest reason I didn't like it as much is that you are basically giving the bare-bones of the story. You can write beautiful dialog, but you can't tell others involved in making the movie what to do. For instance, you can't tell the producer how to produce, the director how to act, the set designer how to design. As the screenwriter, I had to walk a fine line that choked me at times. I love being responsible for creating every little nuance of my book.
Before we really start discussing your writing, your covers are amazing. I had no idea you created them! Which was your favorite to make? What is a photo card? And finally how do you decide what to put into a trailer?
I would say I love all my covers. Each one was a pleasure to create. It's hard to pick a favorite, but if I have to pick one, I have to choose The Devil's Lieutenant. That was a hard book to interpret into a cover. I had several different covers where it wasn't quite as perfect as I wanted. When I came up with this one, I knew immediately that cover connected to the words within. I think it is powerfully suggestive.
Photo cards are sometimes called teasers. I use them to tweet my books on Twitter and to do posts on Facebook. Sometimes I add my cover, sometimes not. On some I had short phrases, on others, the image says it all, so I simply add the title, the genre, and/or where to find the books.
For my trailers, I create a short storyline that does not include the outcome. I try to use images and music that project my story. I try to keep it tight, but my trailers are still around 3 to 3 1/2 minutes long. The main thought is to intrigue the viewer to the point where they want to know more so that they have to buy the book. My trailers tell a part of the story, and I've seen trailers by others that aren't like that so maybe I am not the norm, but I prefer my method of storytelling in my trailers. My goal was to create them to be somewhat like a movie trailer that incorporates part of the story and some of the characters. I spend a lot of time searching for the perfect background music and photos so to be honest, all my trailers are my favorite, but for this moment, I will choose The Siren of Diamond Shoals.
That trailer is amazing! Wow! I am enticed! Your photo cards are what I refer to as book memes then, thanks for explaining. I attempted to do "photo cards" and trailers but never have I even come close to your easy flow. It is awesome that you offer your talents to the rest of us through Wickedly Awesome Designs.
I loved the Devil's Lieutenant series! That cover is intriguing! It looks different than the one I have. The story itself is so far from the norm. Where do you find the inspiration, the seed that blooms into these amazing worlds you create?
That cover is the latest rendition and the last (I hope). I loved each of the previous covers, but none of them fit so perfectly until I created that one. As to where my ideas come from, I am a people watcher and small tidbits collector. Sometimes, I will come across someone who sparks a flame in my mind or perhaps some strange story I read or see on television will inspire me to have a ‘what if’ thought. They light a fire in my creative process, but the end results are never like the original inspiration. For instance, on one of our vacations to Arizona, we went to a live presentation of the Gun Fight at the OK Corral in Tombstone. There was one actor who played Doc Holiday who fascinated me. There was a point in his performance where the actor slid a sideways glance to the audience. I loved that look much that I use it from time to time. I will deliberately call it up from my memory banks. And then a character will pop into my thoughts. I'll begin to ask him questions, and before long, I will find myself knee-deep in the entire story. After that, it's just a matter of putting it all on paper and fine-tuning the details. To be honest, I love my villains as much as my heroes so any of them could show up at any time. In the case of The Devil's Lieutenant, it was Carl "Thumbs" Royce who joined me in my dreams. He snickered and said, "Girl... I am the nightmare you were expecting." You know he had me at "Girl.
He would have had me at "Girl" too! I loved how your characters in the Devil's Lieutenant series, even the villains, have human frailties. Their doubts and indecision keep them real for me. I just started your book A Love Haunting. What made you decide ghosts had to be taught to be ghosts?
That’s a great question. The answer is that every one of my ghosts in A Love Haunting died unexpectedly. They weren't expecting what happened to them. Even Maggie, Elise and Edna Jean were so caught up in grieving for their loved ones lost at sea that they lost all concept of how to go on living their lives so when they died the ladies probably didn't even notice that they were dead. In fact, in the book, when Jordan first meets Maggie and Elise, he is warned to not say anything to them about being dead because they refused to believe they were deceased. And for Jordan as well as a few others, dying made him a lost soul. He was a healer and protector in life, then when he died in the car accident, his only focus was on saving Emily. Once she was taken to the hospital by the paramedics, he was lost. I think those individuals that become ghosts rather than moving on to Heaven or eternal rest are traumatized souls, almost like small children who have to be spoon-fed bits and pieces of their new reality. So naturally, it only makes sense (to me anyway) that they have to learn how to be a ghost. Plus, even ghosts have some rules in their lives that they must follow. I think Luke does a great job of teaching with a gentle hand.
I see that this is going to be a series also. Are the stories intertwined? Or are each of the books actually stand-alones?
I have two series - The Devil's Due Collection and An OBX Haunting. Currently, The Devil's Due Collection consists of 3 novels, while An OBX consists of 2. I am working on the next book in each series. I am excited to share that I plan to release one at the beginning of summer and the other at the end of summer (fingers crossed). While all my books are part of a series, I do believe you can read any of them separately should you choose to do so.
I did, in fact, read the Devil's Due collection out of order. (I am a rebel that way, lol) So I can attest to the fact those books could be stand-alones. You have a flair for this genre. Besides screenplays, is there any other format you would consider dipping your pen in?
I have thought long and hard about your question and have decided that I am in the place I need to be - writing novels. I was a technical writer for many years, and it was there that I fine-tuned the skills of being organized and detailed. Along the way, I dove into writing screenplays for several years and developed the ability to write a tight storyline. And when I returned to writing novels, I brought those skills with me. Now, as I weave a story into a novel, I become one with the book. It is almost as if my heart beats alongside my book’s heartbeat. I walk in my character's shoes, I carry their mantle of emotions, I am each character at times. When they feel heartache, my heart breaks. When they commit an offense against others, my soul understands their motive. I came home to writing novels, and now am where I was always meant to be.
It is obvious how connected you are to your characters, that is what makes your books such fantastic reads. I am impressed by the fact that your books do not use sex as a selling point. Was this a conscious decision on your part? Or is it still something you might start putting in your future books?
Thanks for noticing. Some time back, I saw that a lot of people use sex in books when it doesn’t even do anything for the story. I always skip over those sex scenes unless they move the story along or explain something that I might not know otherwise. And yes, I made a conscious decision to not use sex in my books. I consider myself to be a truth teller and feel I have a multitude of other ways to weave my story, which are more intriguing and memorable. However, I don’t mind using intimacy between characters as long as it tells the reader something they need to know. For instance, in A Love Haunting, there is an intimate shower scene. I felt it was essential to express the depth of connection between Jordan and Emily. And since Jordan gets killed in a car accident right after, it needed to be immediate. Even so, I went to great lengths to ensure that I did so in a tasteful way. No unnecessary violence or sex will ever appear in my books. I much prefer leaving some things to the imagination of the reader. And that can be even more exciting since every reader will have a different opinion as to what happened. In an upcoming book, I do have one hot scene. I tried to tone it down, but the chemistry between those two characters demanded it. However, while there is a lot of kissing and touching and wild thoughts in that scene, I refrained from getting graphic in my descriptions. Besides, if you’ve read my books, you know that my imagination runs more along the lines of “let’s see if I can scare the pants off you” and “did you know that ghosts can do...”
I agree with your assessment of sex in books. I get so annoyed when I am reading along and suddenly there is a graphic description that has nothing to do with the story. If I wanted erotica, I would have bought erotica. I like how you imply within your stories, lets my imagination run free. I am also enjoy reading your books because you do not jump on the other bandwagon of using S&M in your them. It is refreshing to read relationships based on feelings and trust. Honor and integrity seems to be a main theme of yours. Can you give us a teaser from your upcoming book? Is it the next installment of one of your series or something new?
I am so pleased that you noticed my deliberate choice to include positive values into my stories. My good guys are always men and women I would like to be associated with, people I can look up to. They are not perfect, but they strive to be decent human beings. Even my bad guys have some good in them that occasionally pokes out. Because I see the morals and values of the world around us deteriorating, I will always strive to write characters motivated by their love of family, church, and happiness.
On to my current writing projects, I am working on two books. The first book, The Ghost Fixer, is book three in An OBX Haunting. I will be finishing, before summer I hope, The Ghost Fixer. And for The Devil’s Due Collection, I hope to publish book four, The Reluctant Angel of Death, sometime mid to late summer. I’ll give you a brief glimpse into each by sharing a few beginning paragraphs. These are still in draft form so please forgive any errors.
The Ghost Fixer
Since I’ve been dead, I’ve been busier than a toothless beaver gumming one of those gigantic Sequoia trees in the Redwood National Park. I’ve been assisting Luke, helping to rescue Ava and scheming to trick Moira, the Siren of Diamond Shoals. And at the same time, I’m always trying to figure out a way I can spend more time with my wife, who is still alive, so you can imagine how much work that is. If you had asked me when I was alive what it would be like to be a ghost, I would have said being a ghost would be full of fun and games. I would never have believed that being a ghost could be so exhausting. And exciting. Let’s not forget how exciting things have been for me.
After our little adventure with Moira and her dungeon, I felt drained. At the time, I was so busy working on our goal of rescuing those bones that I didn’t realize the toll on my body and mind. For days afterward, I found myself staring off into space. When I attempted to read, I had to keep reading the same paragraph over and over. Basically, I was a mess.
The others seemed no worse for the wear. In fact, T.L. and Ava seemed more animated and energized. It wore me out just to try to exchange a few words with them. T.L. was making significant progress, or so he said, on a way for Em and me to spend some time together. That was great, but listening to him explain how it was going to work made me have a huge blank space in my brain.
So, I told everyone I was taking a sabbatical from the ghost life, and by that, I meant I was taking a super long rest. Even though we ghosts don’t sleep, rests are musts if we want to have half a brain. So I went down to my closet at the hospital and threw myself on my make-shift bed, plumped up my cushions, and pulled the covers up to my chin. It felt so good…
***
I awoke with a start when I felt someone’s breath on my face. Right away, I knew who it was because I could smell the grape bubblegum and that meant it could only be one person… T.L. Daniels. I blame Ava for the gum. She’s the one who told T.L. he looked like a cool dude when he chewed gum. Now, everyone knows that no one looks good chewing gum, but none of us wanted to tell T.L., so we all zipped our lips and kept quiet.
Anyway, I rubbed the sleep crumbs from my eyes and opened them up to see T.L. with his face right up to mine. We were practically eyeball to eyeball. Good lord, I could see his nose hair quivering.
“Thank goodness, you are finally awake.” T.L. got out in one gulp of air.
“What are you doing here? This is my private space. You can’t just show up here.”
A strange noise behind T.L. caught my attention. Living in a hospital closet, I was used to hearing the living going about their business out in the hall, but this sounded closer. I cranked my neck so I could see behind T.L.
And what did I see? A line of fidgeting ghosts behind him trailed out the closed door. Crap. It always shocks me when I see a bunch of ghosts in one place. That’s because ghosts who died before the 1900s look like they did when they were alive. But those who passed after 1900, for the most part, look like they did at their moment of death. Unless of course, someone educated them on how to present themselves like Luke did with me. This group was a strange mixture of both. I slid a pleasant look on my face since I didn’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings.
I guess one of them saw me looking and told the others because as one, their heads swiveled toward me and they began to shout out requests. I know it was rude, but I ignored them for the moment and turned to T.L.
The Reluctant Angel of Death
I am my father’s daughter.
In the past year, tragedy has struck, and new beginnings have sprung from the ashes. You see, the people I loved the most in my life have perished and me? I am still trying to navigate my transition from Soccer Mom of the Year to the Angel of Death…
My life was always like that. I came screaming into the world on a hot Wednesday in August, born to Edward and Isabella Romano. The moment my mother gazed upon my face, she anointed me Lilliana. My father was equally adamant that my name would be Bianca. And so a compromise was made. My birth name is Bianca Lilliana Romano.
My mother loved me with gentleness. She swaddled me with her love and made me feel safe while my father loved me with an intensity no man could equal. From birth, I knew my father would defend me with his life, he would fight the fiercest enemy to protect me. I was a loved and cherished child.
I was also raised to have morals, manners, and kindness. I automatically knew that my very presence reflected on my parents, and I did my best to honor them. My life was full of goodness.
And then, I met my future husband, Bill Branch. He was quirky and odd, but I loved Bill with all my heart. I thought he was a gifted writer who simply needed a break so that he could show the world his talent. I felt the reason Bill kept his true feelings to himself was because of rejection he had experienced as a small child. And so, I thought that if I loved Bill with all my heart and showed him that love, he would become the man he should be.
My father saw a different Bill. He didn’t think Bill was good enough for me. He felt Bill didn’t cherish me. No, Daddy did not care for Bill at all. But because my father loved me, he gave Bill the opportunities he otherwise would not have had. And once I had given birth to my daughter, there was even more reason to turn Bill into a success. Daddy loved my daughter almost more than he loved me.
Daddy called in favors so Bill could live his dream of being a True Crime author. He created success for Bill where none had been. And my father took that generosity even further. He called in an especially lucrative favor to get Bill’s first book turned into a movie. Before long, Bill was experiencing financial success and the praise of his peers.
My life should have been complete. But Bill turned out to be someone out for himself. He took and took and then took some more. He didn’t appreciate my father’s help or my love. Our beautiful new house in the elite neighborhood and our fat bank accounts were not enough for him. Bill wanted more. More money, more influence, more fans. No matter, how much we had, it was never enough for him.
I could have overlooked Bill’s selfishness, but it soon became clear to me and everyone else that I was one of his points of discontent. Bill had “the grass is greener” syndrome.
Still, in spite of everything, I couldn’t let my marriage go. I fought to turn Bill into a good husband, father, and son-in-law. But Bill wasn’t interested in being helped. Instead, he embarked on a relationship with our eight-year-old daughter’s teacher. At that point, I finally came to a breaking point in my marriage. I could no longer turn the other cheek. Soccer Mom of the Year was sick of Dick of the Year.
I hope you enjoyed my snippets. I’m having a great time writing those books. More books are waiting for me to finish so they can have their turn. I love being an author.
OMG!!! Those snippets are awesome!! Write faster!!! I will definitely be watching for both of them! Wow!!! I was already grateful you were willing to chat with me and now you treat me with these wonderful teasers! Thank you! Again, thank you for chatting with me. I wish you the best of everything in your writing. I am very glad you are an author! Thanks, Cindy. I’ll be honest... this is the best interview I have had. Your questions are insightful and delve into a couple of topics that I think need to be talked about by other authors. You really made me ponder before I responded. Thank you. Seriously, I got a little misty when it was over because it was so much fun. I hope your readers enjoy the interview and are intrigued enough to check out my books. Speaking of my books, I think now would be a good time to share links. I love interacting with my readers and am open to questions and discussions about my work. Thanks for everything, Cindy. And thanks to your readers who now know my inner thoughts.
Today I am chatting with Julie Elizabeth Powell. Hi Julie and welcome. Can you share a little about yourself?
Hello, thanks for the chat! My pen name is Julie Elizabeth Powell and I have written numerous stories in a variety of genres, although, I prefer fantasy because I can make it up - I just love the imagination and where it takes me. I live in England, my favourite colour is purple, though, fushia pink is a close second. I love to read, write and create 3D art and cards. I love to draw, paint and design my own book covers.
Another talented author who creates their own covers. I can dream up what I would like but that is where my cover creating abilities end. How do you come up with your designs? Do the stories come first and inspire them or visa-versa?
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Usually, the cover comes after I’ve written the story. There are times when I see an image and it triggers my imagination to write a story so then I use that image. Oh dear, it’s like choosing a favourite child. My first book was Gone, a fantasy that was inspired by what happened to my daughter, Samantha, when she was two, her heart stopped and she died. She was revived too late and thus severely brain damaged so that she didn’t know me or anything else – she had gone only leaving a shell. I was haunted by a question: If Samantha wasn’t ‘here’ then were was she? Her essence had flown, where was it? So then, I wrote Gone and went in search of her. This will always be my most important book, therefore, this cover has to be number one (although, it’s not the original as I did change it a couple of years back).
I read Gone, actually I just finished rereading it. Such a poignant story. My daughter passed away 11 years ago and I am still plagued with the "if onlys" just like Charley. You share so much of yourself. You remind all of us in this boat that we must live. Personally I find it hard to do, but with the message from you, I am working on it. How about you? Did the writing of this work help you heal, or is it still an ongoing process?
Samantha's Story
I’m sorry for your loss and if my story helps then I’m glad – for others, too. No, I will never heal, but writing Gone forced me to face those tangled feelings. The pain is just as harsh now, many years later, as it was when it first happened. Samantha ‘existed’ for seventeen years, her empty shell becoming more and more filled with pain and twisting. She didn’t know me or anything else. Guilt is a terrible thing, but even though I still feel it, part of me knows that the decisions I had to make were really the only ones, despite some people cursing me for them. I’d love to think that Avalon is real and that one day, I will see Samantha again. I think that Gone is an inspiring read, not depressing. It left me with a sense of hope – whether that is a good or bad thing, I’m not always sure. Writing Gone was the best thing I could do. FYI – on the day the first paperback versions of Gone were delivered, I piled them onto a table and left the room. When I came back in, there was a small, pure, white feather sitting in the middle on top of the pile and I wondered if that was a sign that Samantha approved. White feathers have unexpectedly fallen towards me since she died a second and final time at the age of nineteen. Time can help with the coping mechanisms of such grief and helplessness, but such things never cease – it is an ongoing process but I do try to focus on other things, such as writing and reading and creating (whatever I can).
White feathers, how beautiful! I felt my daughter's presence when Voices first came out. Recently I completed the set dedicated for her. It was supposed to be 3 books but I felt her nudge and made it 4 and the first time I saw Erika's cover for the box set, I felt an all encompassing warmth surround me, like she was approving. I find death and dealing with survivor's guilt touches a lot of my poems. Your book gives me hope, a new vision of what could be in the future. I am currently reading your book Changing Angels. I like how you seamlessly change points of view. It blends well. Do you believe in Guardian Angels?
I think words in any form can be emotive, especially if they touch the reader deeply and resonate with personal experience. I’ve written a little poetry but stories are my preference. Those tangled emotions of grief can be all-encompassing and sometimes finding words can ease the pain, if not erase it. Thank you for saying that Gone gives you hope. Changing Angels was inspired by true events; however, my imagination allowed me dramatic licence to pepper it with tension and suspense. It’s a romance, drama, crime thriller with a touch of fantasy (I not only like to write various genres, I also like to mix them in one story). Thank you for your kind words about Changing Angels. It needed to have two points of view and I think it works. I don’t know if Guardian Angels exist, but it’s a lovely thought. I can’t deny that I see the white feathers and sometimes feel a tap on my shoulder or a nudge in my side from what appears to be an invisible source. My husband has always said that he must have a Guardian Angel because his life has been a tough one and he feels he wouldn’t have survived without some seemingly ‘otherworldly’ intervention. I’ve always believed that if I had one, it wasn’t doing a very good job – my husband, therefore, said that his would look after me. Who knows?
I, like you, believe they exist! Like your husband says, it explains how I have survived as much as I have. I haven't read your Avalon Trilogy yet. According to the blurb it is a fantasy but it does not have angels. How did you come up with this new world? Did the journey of your characters take unexpected twists while you were writing?
After I’d written Gone, I loved the world I’d created and couldn’t let it go to waste, so I began writing The Star Realm – one of the worlds inside the Orb of Caprice, where Charley had her adventure. I included The Time Keeper and some others, such as Chamber (grumpy of Puzzle Woods) and it grew and grew and grew until I had to divide the story into three. Invasion (#2 #Avalon Trilogy) takes place in one of the Below Words, the Dark Reaches, while Secrets Of The Ice (#3 Avalon Trilogy) is set in the Dominion Of Ice, yet another world within the Orb of Caprice – that heptagonal orb that is built from numerous (and ever-adding) worlds created throughout Time and the imagination. Charley Woods is in The Star Realm in the beginning so as to make some sense to the five children as to what is going on. So then, the trilogy takes place in three worlds within the Orb of Caprice, its host being Avalon (where resides The Time Keeper, The Star Council and Waiting Room Only, and let’s not forget the Freeway and Fun and Games etc.) Nevertheless, there is potential for further stories, if and when I ever have time. It’s an epic quest with five friends who encounter all manner of strangeness, creatures and characters, including talking flowers, fairies and yes, even angels, but maybe not in the way you would think. I made up many of the creatures involved. It’s a mystery adventure with secrets that are not revealed until the very end. As with all my stories, the characters take over and drive me into unexpected corners and then I have to figure out how to move forward. I like all my stories to have meaning, and The Avalon Trilogy does include important lessons – without the lectures! It does have humour and, I hope, insight into younger minds, who maybe forget that we were all young once. The Star Realm, Invasion and Secrets Of The Ice are also now audiobooks.
It sounds fantastic! I did not realize it would return me to the wonderful world from Gone. Everytime I see the name Avalon, I think of my high school yearbook. Memory Lane sometimes creates havoc with the observation process. I am glad it is on my TBR list! I like books that teach without preaching. I want to read things with substance. I
remember when I was a child and I loved stories to be read to me. I’d
also listen to the wireless (as it was called then) to Listen With
Mother, where short stories were told – wonderful. Thank
you for reading my books! Reviews are always welcome (have to try)
LOL. Having said that, Amazon is being rather mean about who can post
them. I’m a reviewer, too, so I post where I can – Amazon UK, USA,
Goodreads, BookBub and my review page on Facebook. At least BookBub and
Goodreads allow any review from anyone...at the moment. The reviews
for my books can vanish and I have no idea why...never mind, that’s
life.
I know how important reviews are and I will leave them on Goodreads soon and then share them on FB, Twitter, and LinkedIn. I am not allowed to leave any on Amazon. You said this series is now available in audio. What is your personal opinion of this new format? I think the format is great for those who prefer to listen or don’t have time to read or are in the car /travelling. Perhaps the cost is rather high but it depends on what you like most. I always have promo codes if anyone is interested. It takes a long time to produce an audiobook – especially when it’s an epic like the three books in The Avalon Trilogy. I was lucky enough to find a brilliant narrator who was more interested in a good story than whether I was famous or not. Over twenty of my stories are audiobooks now. It’s also a great way of finding those embarrassing errors (if not all). Dratted gremlins are everywhere! I like all formats for books; it depends on where I am. I prefer a ‘real’ book in my hands, but I don’t have time to read that way often, so find myself reading my Kindle late at night, with the light off so as not to disturb hubby and am grateful for the backlight that comes with the Paperwhite. Audiobooks can help relaxation, too, of course, it depends on the subject. I am in the process of having one of my poetry books put into audio. I am still not sure how I feel about it. A novel or story flows but poems are like separate books, in my opinion. I would rather it be like a music CD where people could jump around to whatever poem they wished to hear at that moment, not be forced to listen to them in the order my hat decided they should be put into. We will see. I love real books but I do use a Kindle also. I can carry a lot more books with me in the truck using that! What do you feel is the hardest part of being an author? Trying to attract buyers to my work is not easy, especially when I have no money for marketing. I promote where and when I can. I give away promo codes for audiobooks, two of my books are free, including The Star Realm (Kindle edition) and the first ‘episode’ of my Weird series. As for the rest, they are 99p, except for the omnibus editions, which are also at a bargain price. Paperbacks are available on Lulu – this was the first place I found where I could publish, although it is easier to publish ebooks on Kindle. There is argument about prices but I find my only way is to make my books as inexpensive as I can and hope folks love them and maybe then I’ll be able to charge a little more for my years of work. There is no choice with audiobooks, Audible /Amazon set the price. I agree. Marketing is the hardest. All of us have our own views on pricing and what works. Personally, I have not found anything that works. If I ever do, I will gladly shout it from the rooftops.
You mention your "Weird" series, what is that about? How many episodes are available?
No, I haven’t found anything that works : Yes, please, let me know if there is a secret not yet found. I sell very few books and even less reviews are posted. That said, I believe in my work and think it is brilliant – so there!!! LOL I have tried writing poetry and I’m pleased with what I’ve done. The most interesting one I did was a Ballad Poem where it is a story in poetry form. It was fun. I think Kindle is a wonderful tool.
Henry Ian Darling (the star of Weird) came to me in a dream and told me that I must write about him in a series of missives. So then, Weird: A Henry Ian Darling Oddity: Missive One was created. It’s a paranormal series, some are longer than others; there are five available so far. I’m in the process of writing number six but keep being waylaid with life and other ideas for stories. Summer is almost here so the garden is insisting it has too many weeds – I’ve been out there today, actually (ouch). I love fantasy and all its derivatives, including paranormal, horror, science-fiction etc. – these genres all have a mystical sense about them and are such fun to write. Ian Henry Darling is six feet (he lost half an inch when he came back from the dead), in his late fifties and thinks he’s ugly with a paunch. His wife, Clara, is a witch – his first wife died. He has a resident ghost and continually finds /given oddities which he must investigate... I really don’t know where it’s going because Henry leads the way. Weird #1 is free. The first three missives are audiobooks.
I have written a poem or two, lol. I am glad you have such a beautiful attitude toward your talent! Although I love my work, I am still amazed when anyone else says it is good. Weird sounds so interesting, the first book is on its way to my kindle! Last summer I had retired and was able to have a garden. It is the one thing I missed out on while driving over-the-road. I enjoy canning and having garden vegetables all winter long! Do you have a large garden? vegetable or flower or both?
Yes, I am always amazed when others like my work, despite my belief in it. I used to wonder if it was good enough then thought, yes, it is...especially as I read a vast amount and can see what is good and what is not. Sometimes, it is difficult to keep on believing due to the fact that I can’t sell my work but it’s important to me.
The garden at the front of the house has three small lawns and some flowerbeds. There’s also a small vegetable plot where I mainly grow tomatoes then turn them into pasta sauce and freeze; great taste of summer for those winter months.
The back garden has an Oriental theme, created with Samantha in mind. I had made another one but had to leave it when I moved (my life changed for the better – divorce then remarry amongst other things). So, I had to begin all over again with the garden. It’s very peaceful. Keeping it all in check is fabulous exercise. My favourite flowers are roses, so there is a spread of those, and I love acers and other Oriental plants; plenty of those. The front garden has a hedge of lavender; gorgeous aroma.
Oh, I hope you enjoy Henry Ian Darling!
Your gardens sound like paradise. My favorite flower is jasmine, but since I left Florida I find it hard to keep alive. I tried having a rose garden, I actually had 15 different varieties, but the fog every morning kept giving them fungi so I had to pull them up.
I just finished Changing Angels, it was awesome, and ending I did not expect. I am sure I will enjoy more of your works.
If you had a chance to do it over again, would you have become an author?
I’ve always enjoyed stories. As a child I loved anything to do with magic – though Hansel and Gretel terrified me.
Over the years, I’ve dabbled with words but when that question over Samantha haunted me, I knew that I’d have to write the story – Gone. It’s filled with all manner of my experiences and loves and hates, tension, loss, grief, inspiration and hope, and I think that sprinkle of humour shows my weirdness in what I think is funny. People look at me sometimes and wonder if I’m sane – how can I answer that?
Yes, I would have become an author and it took that tragic event to push me into something serious. Over the last twenty-odd years I’ve battled numerous things and depression is an enemy that’s difficult to conquer, however, writing, my husband, my two surviving children, stepchildren and other family members keep me sort of sane. I will never overcome the catastrophe of Samantha’s life, and I know I’m broken, but I continue to look into the mystery of the world that surrounds us and wonder at the majesty of it. I do not believe in God, although, I am convinced of something ‘other’ than us and our brains have only to one day discover it. I have no idea what that might be. Through writing I may find it. I love your logo, it is beautiful. I know a lot of authors are getting them lately. Did you design it? Also what one thing in it screams "This is ME" at you the loudest?
Thank you! Yes, I designed it. One of my favourite things to do is design my book covers. The one thing that screams at me from my logo is STORYTELLER.
Thank you so much for taking the time to chat with me. I have had a great time.
Thank you very much for taking the time to talk to me, Cindy, it’s been a pleasure. I hope you continue to enjoy my work. I like to challenge my writing, fill it with meaning and create twists, turns and surprises.
If folks want to contact me or are interested in my work, here are some links:
This chat is going to be a bit different. Today's guest, Rick Haynes, is a new acquaintance for me too. It is nice to meet you! Can we start by having you tell us a bit about yourself?
Hello, Cindy.
I was born in London not long after WWII finished. Food rationing was still in place. Looking back,
we were a poor family, yet it didn’t matter to me. I lived outside playing in the street with the other kids and loved it.
Luckily, my schooling enabled me to pass most of my exams. Unsurprisingly, it took me three attempts to pass maths. Surprisingly, I ended up working in finance until the day I retired. Why did I work for an industry I found difficult? Simples. I loved working with people struggling to understand the plethora of ways to provide for their future. From millionaires to dustmen, I was pleased to help them make crucial decisions.
I met a beautiful lady with a heart of gold. We were both immediately smitten although it took many years to live together and finally wed. She knows all my thoughts and can read me as easily as reading a book. Sometimes, in fact, many times, I tease her but never win. But it’s fun trying.
After so many operations, I was climbing walls and sinking into a deep mire of self-pity. Yet, my lass stood by me. And when she suggested writing my feelings down, the light bulb inside my head was switched on. Going back to school was fun, this time. The members of my writing group were supportive, the teacher inspirational. I read out my first piece of work. The members tried so hard to be kind but it was crap. Decision made then. It was time to listen and learn.
Writing is now my staff of life. I have written three novels, one novella, and been involved in several anthologies as well as many short tales. My stories have been published in Scribble magazine, The Portsmouth News, The Star and Garter, The Chania Post, and sometimes I get paid. Yippee!
As much as my body will allow, I live life to the full and have much fun along the way. Without a sense of humour, I’d probably be resting in a hospital waiting for God.
Thank you for having me.
Your life has been an adventure in itself! I am so glad your better half supported you and led you to writing. How blessed the world is to have two people so caring in it! If I understand correctly, your operations happened after you retired? I do hope all that is taken care of now. One of your books, Bolt Out Of The Blue, is up next on my TBR so I will have a better idea of your writing by the time this chat is really underway. Do you prefer to write longer or shorter stories? Which of yours was the most fun to write, and where can we find it?
I write whatever I fancy but really enjoy writing Drabbles, which are tales of exactly 100 words excluding the title, as well as short tales and novels. Do I have a preference? Probably not. Drabbles, like any other tale, must have a beginning, middle and end but the author only has 100 words to play with. Now that really focuses the mind. Conversely, I would add there is a wonderful sense of euphoria when a new paperback of mine is sitting in my hand. All my books are available on Amazon and I guess, my yet to be published novel, Outcast, gave me the greatest satisfaction once I finished it.Which one was the most fun to write? Without any doubt, Chocolate Chunks From Crazy Crete still makes me laugh.
We
often visit and now have many true Cretan friends. They are zany,
utterly bonkers at times, shout loudly and all have a tale to tell.
Based on their, and my own, experiences, I put together a collection of short tales.
Some are true, some are based on truth and a few are fiction - yet knowing my crazy friends - could have happened.
I have never heard of Drabbles before. They sound similar to what I have heard called "flash fiction". It is amazing that you can write a whole story using so few words. Do you have them in a collection? Would you like to share one here?
Delighted to oblige, Cindy. Drabbles are indeed flash fiction.
I published two collections of short stories and Drabbles - Drabbles 'N' Shorts and 'Shorts 'N' Drabbles. Both had a good spread of English humour. Here is one of my favourite Drabbles.
My Little Runaway. Where are you going to my little runaway? There’s only pain today. Is it true you are lost my precious runaway? Just hunger pangs today. There’s no one at home who understands you. So how will you cope in the cold and the dark?
Your world so empty. Your life so sad.
There are no answers little runaway. Where will you be sleeping tonight? There are no sympathies precious runaway. So how will you feel tonight?
But maybe tomorrow will be brighter. For maybe your star will shine. So turn around my little runaway. Heaven’s too full of your kind.
That is awesome! So much said in so few words! Drabbles are powerful! Glad to see you have collections available! I am definitely checking them out! What made you decide to write a full length novel?
Full length novels give more scope for greater description and development of characters. And what a feeling when you see the first printed copy of your new book. Short tales are fun. I can, and often do, write in any genre that takes my fancy. Usually, a picture opens up my mind and my vivid imagination takes over from thereon. However, whilst writing a novel is hard work - double checking, triple checking etc. etc.- the satisfaction when the book is finished is fantastic. I do hope you enjoy Bolt Out of The Blue and I thank you. It was my first attempt at writing something as large as a novella.
Bolt Out of The Blue was very good. I was a sort of expecting an "Alice in Wonderland" type story when Bolt turned out to be a white rabbit. I am glad it wasn't. Such an original story. How did you come up with the idea of saving the farm? I always thought "trusts" had time limits, is it different in the UK?
I was fed up with reading about sex, violence, self gratification etc. and wanted to write something for all the family. White rabbits were seen as something special, a bit magical, so I thought my tale would be good for the old and the young. I wasn't ready to write a novel - I hadn't finished my apprenticeship so to speak - thus I decided on a novella. Looking at a picture of a farm brought back many memories. For 5 or 6 years my family spent 2 weeks on the same farm. My sons loved the call of nature and are now passionate about wildlife.I used my experiences as a base for the story. Along with a white rabbit, it seemed to work. I'm no expect on trust law but I believe you can set up a lifetime trust in the UK. As someone whose father fought in WWII, the idea of going back in time seemed apt. With so many soldiers billeted in that area, I thought the idea of US involvement would work. It worked perfectly! My father and step father fought in WWII also. Strangely I never consider how the people in Europe were and still are affected by the destruction. Bolt Out Of The Blue was interesting and even seemed possible. I loved how you pulled the end together too, unexpected yet somehow it fit. What are you working on now? Another novel I hope!
My latest novel, not yet published, is entitled Outcast. I loved writing it as the words simply appeared. Apart from drawing a map, and researching as I went along, I didn't pre-plan. My main protagonist, Sigbjorn, has a host of mixed morals, like most humans. Some readers will likely say he's vile, whilst others will applaud his desire to survive. To me, he is both.
Outcast sounds like it is going to be amazing! I will definitely be watching for it! Are you planning to make any of your works available in audio form? I know lots of people are going in that direction.
Now Available
Thank you for your interest in Outcast, Cindy. I believe it's my best work so far. The eBook version of Outcast is live. And the paperback will follow as soon as I receive an acceptable proof copy. I know Audio books are becoming very popular, and I fully understand why. A year back, someone mentioned how expensive they were for the author to produce. I guess that remark put me off. Maybe they were wrong and I should take a look at them in the future. Alas, so much time and so little to do. Only joking - do reverse that quip.
It does seem like the days are getting shorter and the "to do lists" longer as I get older.
What is your process for finding covers? Do they come first then the story, or do you envision the wrapper once you write "The End"?
original cover
All but one of my book covers were made by a professional cover creator. The original cover for Heroes Never Fade was mine; I thought it great. However, whilst a top blogger in the US gave me a stunning review, he told me the cover wasn’t right for the US market. Thus, the new cover for the 2nd edition is almost ready for publication. A great cover will, hopefully, stand out for any reader of Epic Fantasy. And in some ways it’s as important as the tale inside. As I write the story, ideas of suitable covers appear inside my head but I always wait until the first draft is ready. I’ll discuss with my excellent cover designer, give him some ideas and await his magic. And finally.
These covers for your 2 book series are amazing!
new cover
I have enjoyed our chat! It was nice learning about the person behind your stories besides just hearing about the books themselves. They are now part of my library and I am looking forward to reading them all. Thank you so much for taking the time to do this with me. Sorry I made it so complicated. Cindy, may I extend my sincere thanks to you for giving me such an opportunity. May the sun always shine in your heart.
